I've got this good guy friend, right?
And well we hang out and make out and stuff.
And I told myself I wouldn't let myself develop any feelings for him...
And well I have.
And it's frustrating me..because I really didn't want this to happen.
I know that he doesn't plan on dating me.
And I don't plan on dating him, although I wouldn't mind it.
But I don't know, I've just been really frustrated with him lately.
I don't know how to say it all without like writing a book.
But, I don't know, I just had to get part of it off my chest..I can't tell anyone really here at school, because it's all looked down on here..of course I had to chose to go to a Christian college..I love it..but I hate the view everyone has on dating here.
And well, since they have that view on dating, people don't want to date..but you can't go around and have fun with guy friends.